Perhaps now is the moment I am most alive because it's been far too long since I've been this content. :)

-Cue moving music that gradually ends in a powerful crescendo-

Haha, I've always wished I was more musically-inclined. I mean in a conversation with L and C about singing I was telling them how I'm a competent singer. I hit the notes and have reasonably good pitch, yet the music is not beautiful. It doesn't grip the ends of your hairs or draw you in like a good ballad. I guess to put it more succinctly, it's not a powerful voice. At my very best, I was a mediocre choir singer.

But I digress.

I think the holidays have been brilliant so far. Not perfect, but brilliant nonetheless. :)

I don't have it all, but I have far more than I could have dreamed of. It's a gradual and ( for the most part) a painful process; acceptance.

But I think I'm that much closer to reaching it:)

Medication-induced drowsiness is setting in! My writing isn't good today, I know it even though I'm not completely lucid.

Perhaps I shall edit this post later, just to see how I could improve it!

I shall be counting my blessing tonight!